well, i leave for jail in about 7 hours. i am trying to stay up late so that way it wont come as fast. earlier tonight i went to alfies with the family. good dinner, my last real meal at home! ughhhhh! but after that i hung out with the girls and a few others. we played games and ate (as usual). it was fun!!! i am going to miss them soooo much. this is probably going to be the hardest two months of my life. i mean missing wildwood in the summer!!! that is what living down here is all about. not to mention the doctors, needles, chemo, meds... blah blah blah! i just cant wait to be home relaxing on the beach, tanning the day away. and soon after that riding my bike!!! hopefully by then i'll be able to play the guitar too!! i am trying to pick up a lot of new habits for the hospital... to get me through. and i may even begin writing my book!!! if it starts out ok. well, anyone that wnats to visit, send letters, write emails, call, FEEL FREE! i have no plans... thanks so much everyone for the support. and thanks for the prayers. please remember the list... jess, randy, richter & ruark families, mullhollands, pop pop rossi - who will be home tomorrow!!!!, and of course anyone else that needs the prayers.
THANK YOU JESS FOR YOUR WORDS. You never preach, only give me advise and really help me. I love you so much, thanks for being there and thanks for helping me throguh all this. I hope I can be the same for you.
Well, in the morning i am getting a spinal tap, so hopefully i will be pretty drugged up for that. haha. but afterwards ill fill you all in on my first day. thanks again everyone! and hopefully if i dont see you in the hospital ill see you on the beach.... sooner than later!!!